im dead. i replaced "what the hell" with "thirty-eight." yes holiday started. where's the mood. no one taking pictures or signatures on class photo. wth? maybe what alex said was right. "we will be seeing the same classmates next year. why bother?" well said. i hope end of 2006 i will at least drop some tears and wave goodbye.

very sick yst. being sick is quite a good way to slim down. sorry is a bad example. woke up at 8+. didnt eat breakfast and lunch till 3-4 plus. im so happy that im not very weak yet. but i ate a few pieces of biscuits. [ahhhh] cox i dont wan to be like a crazy person grabbing all the food at the wedding dinner. YES! im so satisfied with my outfit that i've forgotten im sick. maybe you all will think it's so so. who cares. i love it! hard to describe. hard to believe.

today went ikea. finally. bought the biggest table for myself ever. i cant find a task that i wanted. but the dinning table for two is just right for me. simple white supersize. went to red hill food center to eat. eat alot. .... .... went to sun plaza. mom bought alot of snacks. probably overstressed by bingxi. went library for 1 hour plus. read JI MI book! my fav author. very pessimistic cox he's struggling through blood cancer. cold to death. ran back home. table fixed wth. i love to do such thing!