Tuesday, February 18, 2014 @ 11:29:00 PM
After we ended the last class of the day, my colleague asked me whether I was going home. I told her I was going to another tuition. She was surprised and asked, "you not tired meh?!" I told her this year was actually more relax than last year. I told her that last year I started my day at 5.30am and ended at 11pm. She was like 0.0 literally. Hahah Then she popped another question, "you have some financial problems...?" I told her, "no la! Hahah simply like to teach tuition and hostel is just for fun la."
That simple question kept revolving in my mind. I think I know why. Psychologically, there's a dissonance in my behaviour and belief. I worked so hard should be because of money. But actually I'm not short money - 吃得饱，饿不死 la。 Hence, this caused the dissonance. As our minds cannot tolerate dissonance, I concluded that I really like teaching hahaha. So now, my behaviour and belief are on par now and ok I'm relieved now. Many ppl will not notice this process ;)
Ok now I kinda miss my psychology lessons :|
Thursday, February 06, 2014 @ 6:05:00 PM
How short?
5 min.
But within that 5min, I made up my mind not to run again.
Can't find any joy or motivation. Sorry.
Wednesday, February 05, 2014 @ 6:28:00 PM
24th birthday celebration was great. Coincidentally, both lunch and dinner were french food. Sounded so atas right haha
After a relaxing facial, I had (late) lunch with 1/2 skymessx at Saveur. Serene, Xiner and Elaine were working. Haizz this is adult life. Truly appreciated their presences :) I felt very grateful, seriously, really grateful/appreciated when ppl give you some of their time to spend it with you. Because it's really easy to say, "I can't make it..", "I have sth on already" to give it a miss. But it takes some efforts and meaning to tell someone they are coming. Perhaps only I feel so hahah. My moods and the meaningfulness of going matter significantly hahaha.
As usual, we chatted like san ba just like back in sec sch. But the feelings were great, good to feel that even though we have all grew older, the way we talk remains unchanged :)
After departing from them, I went to meet H :) We ate our dinner at L'Entrecôte. Another atas name (haha) but it simply serves affordable steak with unlimited fries. The ambiance was really great but the food wise just okok to me. Quite unfair for me to critique because my last meal was 1 hour ago! I like fries pretty much but I was too full to even complete the course not to say asking for second portion of fries. Anyway, I ordered the light course and H order the classic course. Basically, the only difference was like 2 more slices of meat? The waiter didnt even know which portion was bigger when he served. You get the idea? but the 2 additional slices cost another $10++. So ya, just order light and fill yourself up with the unlimited fries.
Ok, tmr is my last slacking day. Pretty amazed to see my planner for the month of Feb. There are only 4 empty days (totally no work/tuition!) - 3 sunday and today :)