Wednesday, April 04, 2007 @ 8:17:00 PM
since sec 4 chem practical, we had been talking abt the stupid cca we've chosen and how stupid they had treated us.. it's been 4 YEARS, mind you!
if you're my close friends, you'll definitely know what i hate to the core.
why it sucks?
it does not function like what it seems from the outside.. it's a dark circle~
i'm sorry, i live with pride so..
i'm looked down,
i'm being fooled,
i'm humiliated,
i was treated like an idiot.
2005 syf was the turning point.
since nov 04, i'm very stressed
whether im in?
whether im out?
i'm so damn stressed that i always cried home.
wy and me being the so called "seniors"? what were the juniors thinking?
however i'm grateful of having miyazawa flute for 3 years. i'm contented. i'm not considered a gd player maybe because i'm not hardworking enough or im just not musically talented. and i was wearing braces that time too. oh whatever. just take it as i dont know my flute.
and that's why i refused to join band in yjc. all thanks to band. but i'm not giving up music.