Sihui Lee. 29 January. Banker.
Thursday, July 29, 2010 @ 9:31:00 AM
If I've made a different decision at 16, will things be better or maybe worse?

Recently, I did some soul-searching or reflection about 1/4 of my life.
Life is really full of opportunities.
Sometime you can see it
Sometime you can grab it
Sometime you don't even know you missed it.

I was thinking if I chose to study in TP for Food Science after O lvl, what might happen?
Maybe I'll score very well.. Maybe that is really my forte.. Maybe I'll regret..
Maybe I'll be out of skymessx already.. Maybe I'll not even meet baby hahah.
(we always console ourselves that coming to YJ was alright because we met one another HAHAH)

Nevertheless, there's nth much to regret so far..
I seriously done my best for As and hahah no idea why the grades were like as if I didnt study at all. I just dumped all my jc notes and I did study hard man.. Forget it hahah it's a spilled milk.

It's quite difficult for As grads to not to continue studies like their peers. It's the fear of uncertainty and being outcasted from the rest. The unwillingness to be different from the trend and lastly looked down by ppl.

I did it. It's not that hard to change your own prospective of life. You're the ruler. Youth is what you have, so do anything you want now before you have to be ruled by reality.

I rem few year back looking at Unisim website. I closed it once I saw 'For 21 years old and above'. I was thinking what should I do within the 2 yrs if I really wanna wait for Unisim?

Actually fate has been good to me. I'm in contract teaching for the past 1 year.
I was a P2 form teacher at the age of 19. I understood how Sch works, and how crazy a teacher's life can be.. I experienced all these w/o a bond. It's like a learning journey not much ppl can experience. Now Ive a different directions to head to which I'm still unsure which one is better..
It's alright.

All the best to myself and the rest too! :D